Thoughts.

Fucking stupid thoughts!


When will these stop bothering me? Lots of confusion, lots of puzzles and lots of pain makes me mad every day. So many chapters of life close and many a new commence. I always try to end my hectic day of long life without a chaos in my dustbin like head. But to my utmost misery I never achieve my goal. Sometime you find yourself hooked up. Nothing seems to go…


Thankyou fr reading. Kbye.

You

If somebody ever asks me about my life, i will always refer to you. It will always start with the day i first saw your face and how everything seemed to change. I will continue with the moment i laid my eyes on you and how i believed that up until this point i'd be blind my whole life. I had never seen anyone like that, that could transmit so much with just a smile. Someone with such a beautiful spark in their eyes, that, somehow made me feel good. Maybe i knew that at that point in my life, i have finally reached my goal and that my eyes would shine as bright as yours. Right then, i knew you had the part of me i'd been searching for, for so long. And as soon as i started to know you, i knew you were one of those people you find only once in your lifetime. So special that it doesnt matter how many time you spend without them, you never forget them. I'll tell them about the magic of hearing your voice, and about your laugh, that has the power of healing. I'll tell them about your personality that inspired millions and about your politeness that is gotten everybody to like you, and your beautiful heart that gave hope to every single person that had already lost faith in this world. I dont know much about you. Or much about myself when it comes to you. I dont know what you are like when no one's watching, and i wish i did. But i dont really know anything at all. Even so, if someone ever asks me about anyone who inspired my life, i will always still refer to you. And i will tell them how you never let anyone fall. I'll tell them that you were amazing and you were always there to help, no matter who, no matter when, no matter how. I'll tell them that your biggest concern wasnt for everyone to accept you but to make them happy in anyway that you could. If they ever ask me who this person was, i will tell them. Someone i could never even touch or hug. Someone who made me cry so much for being so far, that he won my heart in every way possible. I'll tell them this guy inspired me so much that he has shaped me into the person i am today, better and happier.





 I hope youre doing good, my love.


Thankyou fr reading. Kbye.